Side Effects歌词
mariah carey&young jeezy - side effects
i was a girl, you was a man
i was too young to understand
i was naive, i just believed
everything that you told me
said you were strong, protecting me
then i found out that you were weak
keeping me there under your thumb
cause you were scared that id become much
more than you could handle
shining like a chandelier
that decorated every room
inside this private hell we built
and i dealt with it like a kid
i wished i could fly away but instead
i kept my tears inside cause i knew if i
started id keep cryin for the rest of my
life with you i finally built up the strength
to walk away dont regret it
but i still live with the side effects
wakin up scared some nights
still dreamin bout the violent times
still a little protective bout the people
that i let inside
still a little defensive
thinkin folks be tryin to run my life
still a little depressed
inside i fake a smile and deal with the
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vacant inside no one was there
couldnt be real, had to keep quiet
once in a while put up a fight
its just too much night after night
after a while i would just lie
you were dead wrong said you were right
did what i could just to survive
couldnt believe this was my life
flickering like a candle
doin my best to handle
sleepin with the enemy
aware that he was smothering
every last part of me
so i broke away and finally
found the strength to breathe
i kept my tears inside cause i knew if i
started id keep cryin for the rest of my
life with you i finally built up the strength
to walk away dont regret it
but i still live with the side effects
wakin up scared some nights
still dreamin bout the violent times
still a little protective bout the people
that i let inside
still a little defensive
thinkin folks be tryin to run my life
still a little depressed
inside i fake a smile and deal with the
side effects
young jeezy verse
forgive but i cant forget
everyday i deal with this
i live with the side effects
but i aint gon let them get the best of me
forgive but i cant forget
everyday i deal with this
i live with the side effects
but i aint gon let them get the best of me
i kept my tears inside cause i knew if i
started id keep cryin for the rest of my
life with you i finally built up the strength
to walk away dont regret it
but i still live with the side effects
wakin up scared some nights
still dreamin bout the violent times
still a little protective bout the people
that i let inside
still a little defensive
thinkin folks be tryin to run my life
still a little depressed
inside i fake a smile and deal with the
side effects